Post by Carnage on May 28, 2005 4:17:11 GMT -5
ts dawn, the cool breeze filters in as my best mate slumbers silently behind me
Ive had a great night, perhaps one of the greatest nights i have had in my entire life. And after watching "The Royal Tenenbaums" i looked out over the soft morning mist that slowly filteres its way in the window
Its a blanket, covering all the entire island and stretching as far as the eye can see, but for this one moment as i stare out softly into the nothingness...its the most beautiful thing ive seen in all my life
The slow burn of my cigarette entrances me for a moment and i think about how much ive lived
A Noise, quickly i jump and look down the staircase waiting for some kind of madness to enter the doorway, but its merely cory tossing in his sleep. Hes covered by the misty blanket, unaware of all that is around him
Is it insomnia that keeps me up? No, merely a desire to experince ever moment of this great night, now morning and so amazing...so...wonderful that as hard as i try to express myself on this page i can not put it into words
Another flick of my cigarette, thoughts wander in and out of my head, of love...madness...friendship. I can not help me so amazed that ive only just begun to live, only tasted a sip of lifes rich cup and yet ive seen so much.
It could be that i had too much to drink, but then again ive never been really drunk in all my life, and by the looks of things i seem to be pretty coherent at the time being
I catch the fog as it wanders in, i wrap it around me, breathe it in and it becomes me. I see something ive never seen before, something everyone in their life looks to achive at some great moment
I am truly at peace
I am without any doubt in a state of pure bliss, and yet...theres so much more that i can not yet see. Images only shadows filter their way into my mind and i catch them once, but like the fog they dont stay within my grasp for long
Can it be that for one single, true and honest moment i have accepted all my life has given me. All the tears, all the pain, all the joy, all the laughter and wrapped it up into one single moment?
It isnt really clear how i feel, but then again our feelings have a way of changing all too quickly, but for now...in this moment
Its just so...wonderful
I love you all, and dont ever think for one moment that life isnt worth living. That the pain isnt worth the joy, because when moments like this stroll upon you when you least expect them. When the fog drifts its way in and out of your breathe, then you will breathe out all of lifes pain, all the misery and see that life, love and all humanity and creation has to offer is the most amazing, indescrible thing in all the universe.
The Fog sits, waiting
When will it filter through your lips?
P.S. Dont ask me why i post this here, i feel more motivated to do so than i should perhaps...hope you get something out of it
Ive had a great night, perhaps one of the greatest nights i have had in my entire life. And after watching "The Royal Tenenbaums" i looked out over the soft morning mist that slowly filteres its way in the window
Its a blanket, covering all the entire island and stretching as far as the eye can see, but for this one moment as i stare out softly into the nothingness...its the most beautiful thing ive seen in all my life
The slow burn of my cigarette entrances me for a moment and i think about how much ive lived
A Noise, quickly i jump and look down the staircase waiting for some kind of madness to enter the doorway, but its merely cory tossing in his sleep. Hes covered by the misty blanket, unaware of all that is around him
Is it insomnia that keeps me up? No, merely a desire to experince ever moment of this great night, now morning and so amazing...so...wonderful that as hard as i try to express myself on this page i can not put it into words
Another flick of my cigarette, thoughts wander in and out of my head, of love...madness...friendship. I can not help me so amazed that ive only just begun to live, only tasted a sip of lifes rich cup and yet ive seen so much.
It could be that i had too much to drink, but then again ive never been really drunk in all my life, and by the looks of things i seem to be pretty coherent at the time being
I catch the fog as it wanders in, i wrap it around me, breathe it in and it becomes me. I see something ive never seen before, something everyone in their life looks to achive at some great moment
I am truly at peace
I am without any doubt in a state of pure bliss, and yet...theres so much more that i can not yet see. Images only shadows filter their way into my mind and i catch them once, but like the fog they dont stay within my grasp for long
Can it be that for one single, true and honest moment i have accepted all my life has given me. All the tears, all the pain, all the joy, all the laughter and wrapped it up into one single moment?
It isnt really clear how i feel, but then again our feelings have a way of changing all too quickly, but for now...in this moment
Its just so...wonderful
I love you all, and dont ever think for one moment that life isnt worth living. That the pain isnt worth the joy, because when moments like this stroll upon you when you least expect them. When the fog drifts its way in and out of your breathe, then you will breathe out all of lifes pain, all the misery and see that life, love and all humanity and creation has to offer is the most amazing, indescrible thing in all the universe.
The Fog sits, waiting
When will it filter through your lips?
P.S. Dont ask me why i post this here, i feel more motivated to do so than i should perhaps...hope you get something out of it
